Fresh Starts & New Beginnings.

Today I got the urge to do something I hadn't done in awhile....blog. It's one of the only "activities" I have ever done that has released hurt, stress, and has just let me lay everything out on the table. It's one of the places where I am the most real and that I truly feel I can express myself. 

So here I am...new blog...new life. It's crazy because I have absolutely no idea what I am writing about or what exactly it is that I want to say on this thing. 

I guess all I can really say is that I am going through a lot. Some people understand and some people don't. Same with some people genuinely care and some people don't. But I have learned one thing lately and that is...it's not about everyone else. This time is about me. It's about getting myself together and my life on track. 

It's hard for me to talk about certain things and there are definitely days where I shut down and shut off from the world, but I am getting there. Slowly, but surely. 

Life is beautiful and I do not plan on missing out on it.