Wednesday, May 6, 2015

My little Layla

Hey baby girl,

I'm 7 months pregnant and cannot wait for you to get here. I'm not going to lie, I'm a little nervous. I know how to be a mom, but I've never been a mom of TWO under TWO! That thought to me is crazy. But I am so looking forward to you. 

I remember bringing your sweet sister home and being able to experience all these new things for the first time, and although I won't be experiencing diapers, formula, and being a mommy for the very first time...I will be experiencing all your personal firsts. Your first smile. Your first laugh. The first time you grab my finger. The first time you hold your head up, sit up on your own, crawl, and stand. I'm so excited for those firsts with you. 

I am a little nervous for the delivery. What if I don't have enough time to get the epidural? I know that regardless, I'll get through it but it's a little nerve racking not knowing what's going to happen. 

You & your sister are already so similar yet so different. For example, when daddy tries to feel you kick, you stop kicking JUST like your sister would do. But your sister didn't wanna let me keep any food down where as you aren't so picky and let me eat pretty much anything without throwing it up. 

I am praying you two become closer than close because one day, your sister will be all you have. I pray you two are the best of friends who want to do so much together, but I also hope that you two have separate likes and dislikes than each other. I'm so thrilled to see the little people you become. 

I'm so excited for the first time I get to see you, hold you, smell you, and kiss you. The first time I get to feed you, change you, dress you, and take you home. I can't wait to put you in your mamaroo and watch you sleep for hours. I can't wait to watch your facial expressions. I can't wait to hear the type of cry you'll have and all the little noises that will come along with it. I can't wait to see if you like baths and if you like being naked or clothed. I can't wait to learn all about you and your little personality as it develops every day. I can't wait to see if you'll cry a lot or be more silent. I just can't wait. Only a few more months baby girl and then Daddy and I will have another perfect beautiful baby girl. 

I love you forever,
Mommy 




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