Where do I even start? If I would've known everything I know now, I would've never wasted time on anybody else. I would've saved everything for you & only you. But I didn't and because I didn't, things have sometimes been difficult for us. Like anybody else, I have my own insecurities, jealousies, and crazy moments that don't always show the best parts of me. But I'm so thankful to have you who loves me.
You have always accepted me for exactly who I am, baggage and all. You've never tried to change my personality and you've always encouraged my creativity.
You sit back as I sing and dance crazily in the car, and you just smile. You tell me how beautiful I am every single day. You kiss me so passionately. You hold my hand while we fall asleep. You let me watch all my favorite shows that are filled with drama. You like Gilmore girls & Pretty Little Liars enough to ask questions. You've watched me go through some of the hardest times. As I was in the middle of a divorce and felt bad when you'd pay for things because I was figuring out money on my own, you'd say "we're getting a divorce" and pay for everything. You have done everything I've asked and more. You have loved my family like they're your own. You understood that I had PCOS and if we were unable to get pregnant you were going to be more than happy to adopt. You've always told me I'm smart and I'm capable of anything. You held my hand as my grandpa took his last breath. You held me while I cried when I found out my nephew had cancer. You've prayed with and for me and our family. You love our church and going to church just as much as I do. You've stayed up countless hours with our girls as they cry. You took care of me for days while I layed in a hospital bed unsure of what was going on. You held me while I was screaming in pain reminding me I'm strong and I can make it through this when I told you I was going to die. You held my hand while I delivered both of our babies. You took care of our babies and me in the hospital after they were born. You've encouraged me to lose weight if I want to but told me you didn't care and loved me exactly the way I am. You encourage me to go to school to better my education. You make me wear my seatbelt. You let me listen to my "lame" music even though you hate it. You talk to me every time I have another question about something random. You always forgive me when I do something wrong or stupid.
You're just everything I could ask for and more. You're my best friend. And I couldn't be more thankful that you're in my life. I love you so much babe.
Love always,
Your wife
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